Surrounded by people I don't care about
Is creeping me out
Is there something else to this other than my self harm
We talk about good times
But they're only blurs in my gone mind
I may need sometime to find out what I'm all about
You're still walking away
Yet I feel that you're so much closer now
Than ever before
Well I can see that you're another same mistake
But still I find it hard
To get together all the pieces you left me in
Another day you feel like you're on top of the world
But I hope you know that the only way is down
For someone who told me "what's to live for if not for myself? "
So what's to live for if not for everyone else?
Your bedroom reminds me of a place I used to go
Can I stay in here forever?
Though I still can feel it all
Like a needle that got stuck beneath my feet but I'm still fit to crawl
You're still walking away
Yet I feel that you're so much gone from here
Than ever before