Pretending, I'm pretending the happy again
yesterday you disappointed me again
I'm not trying to forget
but I think I need some help

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
just to be acceptable again
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
just to be acceptable again

Crying, I'm crying again
I don't see any hope
and it makes me afraid
I wonder when this will end

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
just to be acceptable again
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
just to be acceptable again

Everything black in my life
and everything black on my mind
I guess now you understand
why lately I don't look alright