Got out of bed today, first time in days but I'm doing fine
Shop on my credit card, oh
don't you start, I do it all the time
Think I should get a hobby
but I can't seem to find a single thing I like
Need to be reassured, I'm insecure, I always see red
My boyfriend gets annoyed, so paranoid
It's all in my head
I wanna find some peace
but I'm always thinkin' of that weird thing I said
In my head, I hate it here
3 A.M., I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here
In my head, I hate it here
3 A.M., I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here (Here, here, here)
I think I told a lie
I said that I don't really care (Ah-ah)
Been doing therapy but, honestly
I'm too self-aware
Know what the problem is?
The problem is that I just can't compete
or compare (I can't compare)
I'm barely there
In my head, I hate it here
3 A.M., I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here
In my head, I hate it here
3 A.M., I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here
Oh (I), oh (Oh, yeah)
Oh (Oh), oh (Oh)