can you go back to the moment
of realizing you're trapped?
obligations turning days into struggle
and things to hold on to

out of control
leaving good memories behind broken glass
out of control
leaving good memories behind broken back

it's the only life you know
as it is and will be
and never again will itself bear any meaning…

can't breathe, can't breathe anymore of it
can't live, can't live without that shit

you thought you'd never regret it
that there's nothing to fight for anymore
it was choice between being wrong and boredom
no one's going to win anyway
(betrayal or survival)…